Kashiwagi was freshly bathed and was dressed in a fine kimono rereading the letter from his wife as he awaited his last guest of the day. Hopefully last guest.
She had been labeled a fine actress and playwright, she would need to be excellent to fulfill the task ahead of her.
Asako Chidori wrote:
"My dearest husband
With winter releasing its hold upon the land, spring will soon be given the opportunity to awake the land anew and usher in a new time; a new year, and a new circumstance for us that will change our lives. Although we live in interesting times, and there is so much that can happen with the changing of the seasons too that leaves the future hard to grasp and predict.
Some would perhaps say that giving a start to new lives in such turbulent times is unwise, given the possible dangers we cannot prevent. I would disagree myself. If the Empire and its people stopped the cycle of life each time there was a danger or a disaster, then there would be no Empire - merely a reduced state of mankind huddling in fear of the shadows and the night. As samurai, that's no way to live, or to accept such a way to live.
So even when I hear rumors of the new year's uncertainities, I feel confidence in that we both know to rise above such low impulses. I know that you will have made the best decisions you can do during our time apart, unburdened by fear, and that we will continue to provide a fearless future for our family. No child of ours will have to know fear, even if the Empire is plunged into chaos, as I believe in your will and tenacity to not be affected by it.
I realise of course that I must sound quite philosophical and musing when you read this. The condition of expecting has given me much time to think, and read, and the libraries of the Phoenix provide such deep insights into much food for thought. I already knew this from my time spent in Shiro Shiba, before we met, but it is always such a pleasant reminder whenever I adjust to my new life as a Phoenix. It is still something that takes getting used to, but anything that is worth it does take some work and effort, wouldn't you agree?
When you return home, I will probably have redecorated parts in preparation for our family-expansion, as I've been told it is a common thing for mothers to do. Nesting I hear it called.
Nevertheless, I will count the days until we are reunited again, and I can't wait to hear everything that has happened with you in the time you were gone. Especially the fashions of court this season - if I am to make a triumphant return to the spotlight soon, I can't be seen wearing anything out of style.
Your loving and faithful wife,
Chidori."